写博客的目的主要是想把心里的话说出来。对皮卡丘来说，博客就像日记，皮卡丘希望卡比兽能知道皮卡丘心里在想些什么，但又不想通过WhatsApp告诉卡比兽，增加卡比兽日常工作和训练的负担。所以，皮卡丘决定把这些心情写在这里，卡比兽可以随时来看，但卡比兽无需回复皮卡丘在博客里写的一切倾诉。
首先，要感谢卡比兽让没有交租的皮卡丘多住了三天。无法想象如果在皮卡丘那窄小的房间考试会是什么感觉。尽管这次考试如期不如意，但这种失意的感觉还比不上皮卡丘一直等不到卡比兽消息的感觉吧。
皮卡丘明白卡比兽在练习，出国是为了工作，也是为了即将到来的奥运会做准备。道理皮卡丘都懂，可是平常没什么人发消息给皮卡丘的手机却时刻提醒着皮卡丘的孤独。皮卡丘不知道皮卡丘的体谅是否能最终胜过卡比兽每次出国回来的日子。卡比兽每次出国都让皮卡丘增添了许多孤独感，这也是皮卡丘为什么提议和卡比兽一起住的原因。虽然卡比兽说感情可能会因为不常见面而更加牢固，每次见面都像重新认识卡比兽一样。皮卡丘赞同这个观点，但因为卡比兽不太爱回消息，这增加了皮卡丘对卡比兽的依赖。虽然每次提一起住的建议让卡比兽倍感压力，但其实卡比兽所设想的后果都能有解决办法。皮卡丘还是体谅卡比兽无法鼓起勇气踏出那一步的决定。希望以后卡比兽能改变心意，因为卡比兽的不爱分享和不会主动联系的习惯，再加上皮卡丘需要经常经历这种断断续续的见面和分离，说实在的，皮卡丘不知道能撑多久。但皮卡丘不想成为遇到一点问题就放弃的人，毕竟遇到一个和自己相谈甚欢的人很不容易。皮卡丘不想用分手来结束，这样对缘分是不尊敬的。也许卡比兽或皮卡丘就是彼此未来的伴侣选择上限，但却成就了皮卡丘和卡比兽无法在一起的结局。
这次卡比兽去了德国，出差两周。六个小时的时差对皮卡丘来说真的很多。卡比兽没走几天，皮卡丘就开始因为卡比兽没怎么找皮卡丘而失落。几个月后卡比兽还要去三个星期的巴黎，皮卡丘实在不知道该如何面对。每次想到卡比兽和皮卡丘说的这些计划，皮卡丘就尽可能地在见面时对卡比兽好，把所有的温暖和关心都给卡比兽。卡比兽啊，皮卡丘希望卡比兽能看到皮卡丘对卡比兽的想念、分享欲和关心。有时候皮卡丘真的不知道如何安慰自己，每次皮卡丘发完消息给卡比兽后，总是注意到自己发的消息比卡比兽多、分享的日常比卡比兽多、说想念的话也比卡比兽多、关心也更多，皮卡丘就觉得自己在这段关系里是非常被动和自卑。皮卡丘不知道该如何说服自己维持这样的相处方式，皮卡丘真的有点不开心，就连写这些字的时候也会流泪。皮卡丘觉得委屈，这些委屈提醒皮卡丘是否不够体谅卡比兽。和卡比兽相处时，皮卡丘经常在两难之间徘徊，皮卡丘真的不知道该怎么做才能让卡比兽更开心，如何表达皮卡丘的情绪需求才不会让卡比兽感到压力和烦躁。卡比兽啊，今晚就说这么多了。虽然这些话皮卡丘说了又说，但皮卡丘真的无处可说，只好写在这里。请不要感觉有压力，毕竟在这样的关系中，皮卡丘难免有这些情绪。对卡比兽来说也许很夸张，但皮卡丘真的希望卡比兽知道皮卡丘的情绪是真实的。卡比兽去了德国约有三天了，可是分享给皮卡丘的只有一张酒店住宿和早餐的照片而已……
经过了几次的情绪挫折，皮卡丘还是依然有耐心地和卡比兽说这些，或许是因为皮卡丘心里还是抱着一丝卡比兽会为皮卡丘改变更多的微弱希望吧。卡比兽，我们一起加油好吗？
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It's hard to believe that after more than a year, Pikachu is planning to write another blog post. Before ChatGPT came out, Pikachu used to carefully review each sentence. Now, technology can express Pikachu's thoughts better and more politely than Pikachu can. Who knows how long Pikachu will keep writing this time?
The main purpose of writing this blog is to express what's on Pikachu's mind. For Pikachu, the blog is like a diary. Pikachu hopes Snorlax can know what Pikachu is thinking, but doesn't want to burden Snorlax's daily work and training by telling Snorlax through WhatsApp. So, Pikachu decided to write these feelings here; Snorlax can read them anytime but doesn't need to reply to what Pikachu writes in the blog.
First, Pikachu wants to thank Snorlax for letting Pikachu stay three extra days without paying rent. Pikachu can't imagine what it would have been like to take exams in that small room. Although this exam, as expected, wasn't satisfactory, this feeling of disappointment still can't compare to the feeling of waiting for Snorlax's messages.
Pikachu understands that Snorlax is training, going abroad for work, and preparing for the upcoming Olympics. Pikachu gets it, but the fact that hardly anyone sends Pikachu messages constantly reminds Pikachu of loneliness. Pikachu doesn't know if Pikachu's understanding can ultimately overcome the lonely days when Snorlax is abroad. Each time Snorlax goes abroad, it adds to Pikachu's feelings of loneliness, which is why Pikachu suggested living together. Although Snorlax says that the relationship might be stronger because they don't see each other often, and each meeting feels like getting to know Snorlax all over again, Pikachu agrees with this view. But because Snorlax doesn't like to reply to messages, this increases Pikachu's dependence on Snorlax. Although each suggestion to live together puts pressure on Snorlax, the consequences Snorlax envisions can all be addressed. Pikachu still understands Snorlax's hesitation. Pikachu hopes Snorlax can change their mind in the future because Snorlax's reluctance to share and initiate contact, coupled with Pikachu having to deal with these on-and-off meetings and separations, makes it hard for Pikachu to know how long this can last. But Pikachu doesn't want to be someone who gives up at the first sign of trouble, especially since finding someone to talk to so well is rare. Pikachu doesn't want to end things with a breakup, which would be disrespectful to their bond. Maybe Snorlax or Pikachu is the best choice for each other, but this could lead to them not being together.
This time Snorlax went to Germany for a two-week business trip. The six-hour time difference is really a lot for Pikachu. Just a few days after Snorlax left, Pikachu started feeling down because Snorlax didn't reach out much. In a few months, Snorlax will go to Paris for three weeks, and Pikachu really doesn't know how to cope. Every time Pikachu thinks about these plans Snorlax mentioned, Pikachu tries to be as good to Snorlax as possible when they meet, giving all warmth and care to Snorlax. Snorlax, Pikachu hopes you can see Pikachu's longing, desire to share, and care for you. Sometimes Pikachu really doesn't know how to comfort themselves. After sending messages to Snorlax, Pikachu often notices that they send more messages, share more daily life, express more longing, and show more care than Snorlax. Pikachu feels passive and insecure in this relationship. Pikachu doesn't know how to convince themselves to maintain this way of interacting. Pikachu feels a bit unhappy, and even sheds tears while writing this. Pikachu feels wronged, and these feelings remind Pikachu if they are not considerate enough of Snorlax. When with Snorlax, Pikachu often feels caught in a dilemma. Pikachu really doesn't know what to do to make Snorlax happier, or how to express their emotional needs without making Snorlax feel pressured or annoyed.
Snorlax, that's all for tonight. Even though Pikachu has said these things over and over, Pikachu really has nowhere else to say them and can only write them here. Please don't feel pressured; it's inevitable for Pikachu to have these feelings in this relationship. It might seem exaggerated to Snorlax, but Pikachu truly hopes Snorlax understands that these emotions are real. It's been about three days since Snorlax went to Germany, but all Snorlax has shared with Pikachu is a photo of the hotel and breakfast...
Despite several emotional setbacks, Pikachu still patiently shares these thoughts with Snorlax, perhaps because Pikachu still holds a faint hope that Snorlax will change more for Pikachu. Snorlax, let's work hard together, okay?
